A dAY IN sEkINcHANG

WAHAHAHAHAA.......YUMMY

over 2 hours of slow driving, we reach sekinchang in the morning...to buy some really fresh fish...

1st time experience for me, eventhough i went to Teluk Intan many many times...but i never wake up early just to buy fish....seems rare for me...

there's always a 1st time, rite?! ^ ^

For KL ppl, i dun think many of us know much about how fresh is the fish or seafood...

this time, i know why ppl who live here wouldn't even give a cent for the seafood we ate in KL...

about 12noon, the fishermen's boat came in....with the salted smell of the sea, watching the nice-tone-muscle-men unloading heavy bucket of fishes with a pulley from under the boat's plank....

as for me n the KL gang....we were taking pic as if we never seen fishes n men at work!!!

we did are clueless about this...So wat...

i heard for SekinChang, the fishermen come in at various time....it could be morning, afternoon or night....depends....as for Teluk Intan, mostly they come in early in the morning..

luckily, dat time we went...they came early...it's like a discovery for us....saw how slimey the fish is compare to the fish we saw in supermarket....even when we hold it for a second for the camera...the fin easily cut into our flesh as it slipped...

it's fun to see them separate the fish by their kind n weight...

and we get to choose fishes after they done that...which you must be fast...if not, they would pack it already, n sent to restaurant by restaurant...

my mom was so busy choosing fish, while i was spotting for fishes which we wanna buy for my mom...hahhaa....in the end, we bought lots of 'Dao Dai Cong' (yeah, i rmbr how to say it edi!!!)...Mayao,Selar,Crayfish,HakCong........

after that, straight to the nearest seafood restaurant.....bringing our fish n prawns for them to cook.....

the outcome??? FRESH FREESSH FRESSSSHHH!!...n SWEET!!......even my bro, who have less comment for food...praise!!

2day might go again....hahahaa....fresh fish!!!....

it's HArd....2 luv....

To love or not to love?
To have or not to have?
To be mad or not to be mad?
To be love or not to be love?
To feel sorry or not to feel sorry?
To care or not to care?
To be sad or not to be?
To be happy or not to be?
To be glad or not to be?


i'm glad mine is more caring n thoughtful than my fren's
but sometimes too caring, too thoughtful....
too time consuming...

when i'm single, if u tell me u had this kind of bf...
if he's mad, he speed...
if he's mad over small things...
if he wanted u too much, till u sometimes had no time to do other things...
i wud say HELL v him...jz knock some sense into HIM!!
dat's wat i wud tell my frens...
BUT...when it comes to u....everything seems differ...
i'm someone who nid some time alone...
someone who nids freedom, but at the same time needed some1 who cares bout me..
someone who dun mind spending time v herself
someone who is forgetful....

v a guy who is thinking bout me often,
n always wanna spend time v me....
n so protective of me(but when he speeds, i think otherwise)
dunno whether to say it's a bad thing or gud thing....

when it comes to frens....hard to find time v them...
it sux when he gets mad, n when i got so 4getful...
n sometimes it sux when we dun hv enuf ''mo qi'
it sux dat i'm so dumb....
i hate him for sometimes when talking...cant hear wat he's talking...
when ask to repeat...he shows a impatient look...

it sometimes sux 2 be in luv....it's edi almost 5 mths...
i hope his attitude wud change...
fed up v keeping up v dat attitude everytime...

i know it's my fault i din on my hp, n u cant call me...
but how can u speed when u're mad....u make me mad!!

i'm lucky, cz he's mad....i got time 2 on9...gagaggaga...
so tired.......

MAYBE I'M CHANGING....

finally, i had time....
finish shopping for PD...(well, kind of)
too bad can't buy anything yesterday....
but wat the heck....i'm so tight.....
still had fun hanging out v fam n him....
jz strolling along the shopping centre..
yam cha now n then(or shud i work out more??u think??)
dun feel like singing k dat often anymore...
am i changing??

am i getting bored of those so fast??
mayb...mayb not....

i jz had my theory exam....2 papers....
gladly to say, those definitely is A++....(hahahha.....*choke*)
jz dat i got the bad news on the same day after i sat for my 1st paper...
i failed 1 section of my Practical, which means i can't have my graduation yet...
if it's the past me, i would felt so guilty and stupid..n cry i guess...
putting pressure on myself JZ BCZ OF the expectation from others....

but the expectation of others dun really effect me dat much anymore...
wat really matters now, is i gotta take responsibility for wat i done....
i tried....i really did wanna pass.....i know, it will cost if i dun....
i know the consequences....
n so this happened...yeah, i've failed...yeah i'm wrong..
so wat??!!
i'm gonna wrk for the resit cost...
so dat's the punishment...i accept...n move on.....

it's like a delay 2 my flight...
a delay of 4 months...
in a way, or mayb not?
i guess, i'll learn something else in between b4 i sit for the exam...
in the end, i feel it'll be the same....accepting dat it might be gud...
i cud be more prepared...n research more...on other market...
when the cert is in my hand....

as someone wrote b4 "Failure is the only opportunity 2 begin more intelligently"...

TaHan...TaHan...1 more Month

small tests no more!!...

i sense the big 1 coming....hmmm....

1 month since my bday n since i blog....

man.....

.............UPLOADING...........

DINE IN AMPANG-KOREAn RESTORANT
oN 4/10/08

cooKING......

Get SET.....

REadY.....GO......

Ahhhhh....

cheh........So wat.......

not like i dun hv hand.....

p/s ~we din take soju.....(but wat happen??)

Alritie.......... @@ next station @@

taste like our *Chu CHeong Fun*

.......Presenting......

......My GooFy Gals....

PheeBs

PheeBs, YinG + Me

Yan ~MuaX~ PheeBs

****PIx we took in 2 of the korean restaurant*****

OH gosh......i'm bloated!! ##

Victim of Survey....yeah!!...by Chris

but.....100 question leh!!

***A MUST DO TAG IF BEING TAG!If You Ignore, You Will Have A Whole Year Of Bad Luck!Please Be Honest When Answering, People!Good Luck Yay!

THE SELF
[01] Real name: loH jiA miN
[02] Nickname: Jaz/Jasmine/rojaK meE(Oppss...)
[03] Married: Hell, no!!
[04] Zodiac Sign: Libra
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 21
[07] High School: SMK Chong Hwa
[08] College: Axismatic
[09] Height: 153cm
[10] Weight: 45kg(i hope it still is...)
[11] Do you like yourself: wat do u think?? OF coz!
[12] Piercings: Ears
[13] Right or left: R & L
[14] Are you a freak: yes! Wat?! freak r NICE!
[15] Hair: Medium Long
[16] Skin: Pimples...dun remind me...
[17] Allergic: yes...i guesss
[18] What are you doing now: Duh....wat else? ><
[19] What will you doing 1hour later: hopefully study..but i doubt...cz this survey....u know
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: having my own shop, travelling, shopping, n hv a family

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 2
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: Harry
[25] Love/hate your family: Luv Luv Luv
[26] You found your another half: Yup(for now)
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Grandpa Dumb Dumb
[28] If no, who you want him/her to be: (i'll answer anyway...) musical, humour, n outgoing
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Teach me how 2 count,then i'll tell.....
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): ?? i duno
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): i dunno..does it matter?
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: cross my heart...Nope
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] Ever argue with your other half: of cz, why miss the FUN?!
[35] You with you other half since: 2 months ago...
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo/Gay: he's GUY + i'm Gal = U SAY?
[37] Reasons you love your other half: i agree v Chris, Luv is Blind
[38] You and your other half in which stage: stabil..
[39] You woo him/her or he/she woo you: i like 2 think he woo me...hehehe...but no definite answer to this...
[40] Ever think of marry him/her: scary...but yeah..

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: ah Yan
[42] Your first enemy: no one
[43] The friend you love the most(1only): my mom
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): -
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Pheebs
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: ah Chun
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Back Stabber
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Inconsiderate
[49] You fall in love with you close friend before: nope
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Dissapointed and Sad, but move on...
[52] If your friend betray you: Slap her/him(or so i imagine)
[53] If your friend woo your lover: not possible...even so...it depends....
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: so be it, dun u luv it, when sum1 else luv ya?! hehehe
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: i already do....

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: yea....er..no....er...yea...
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yea...(Oo...i'm a gud stufent!)
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Ms Ang
[59] Always late to school/college: once..
[61] You love your seniors: in EOG, yea
[62] Senior who you love the most: there's a lot...Tom, Peggy, Wai Kit, Ah Kek
[63] Your classmates good/bad: good & bad
[64] Excellent result classmate: D Orang Utan...make me so Gan Jeong
[65] Laziest classmate: Me??

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: Me
[67] Stupid people: not Me...
[68] Good looking people: Me
[69] Ugly people: not Me...
[70] Funny people: Me
[71] Cute people: Me
[72] Bad people: i'm good,i'm good....s0o, other people is...kekkee
[73] Honest people: Me
[74] Acting people: Keira Knightly, Adam Sandler,George Clooney...
[75] You are what kind of people: the kind 1!!

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: hesitant & spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach,nice arms, nice thigh, nice lips, nice hair, nice toes, nice person, hey!! nice earrings!! where u got from?.....
[81] Listener or talker: listener, lousy talker
[82] Romantic or rich: both...gagagga
[83] Good husband or Good Father: ur blind, aren't cha??!

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 24/25...or later
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2
[86] Career: shud say ' dream'...travel, eat, shop
[87] Salary: 199999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999.....................(ok.....i shud stop pressing '9'....
[88] Retirement age: hmmmm.....now?
[89] Properties value: er....
[90] Wishes: Shop Everything on Earth, Travel everyplace in the Universe, i wish for everything...

THE VICTIMS
[91] CMY
[92] Pheobe
[93] Ah Yan
[94] Ying
[95] Malcolm
[96] Woo(d 1 in China)
[97] Sharon Tian
[98] Wen Xuan
[99] the Noobs people
[100] Yi Hueih

there......i'm rite....it took me more than an hour....gagaggagaa....

watS D diffrencE ??

Being 21,
i could damn well VOTE now!!
i could go to Genting Casino....
but i bet the stupid guard still wanna c my IC!!
n.....i could apply credit card soon....
but will tell the annoying salesman, i'm still 18!! XD

wat else....???
...................................................Damn..................................
..........................................being 21....SUX!!

i'm Back & i'm 21

it's been a long Bday....

i can remember,
dat day i had to go tru damn 9 long hours of lecture,
spend 1 hour in LRT, let the damn ppl squeeze me here n ther..

when i finally got back...it's already late at nite
n i so damn sleepy...n dizzy...
DAMN,ate dinner at 9pm lagi!!

but i'm thankful i got ur roses,
i'm thankful u brought me to TGI Friday
i'm thankful u brought me to c House Bunny...
eventhough i knw u dun fully understand wats the joke about..
i'm thankful for ur hugs, n warmth...
i'm thankful u put on a happy face,
eventhough ur in a bad mood dat day..


i'm thankful for ur surprise in the morning...
i'm thankful for wat u gave me...
i'm forgetful but i wont forget wat u did for me...
however,
i think u spent TOO MUCH!!...u think ur millionaire meh!!

but i'm thankful....jz don't do that again!!

NEaRing 21……

oh yeah…..21……

coming nearer….and nearer….yup yup…..it’s coming, alrite….

coming to this stage…..well, of cz it’s different….saying it gives me freedom…..shit….dun think so…..wat i think is, when i got my own house, then dat’s call FREEDOM!!! rite?! dat’s why in my 21, i definitely be aiming for that….maybe u say it’s too early to buy a house….but being someone who don’t have her own room for more than 20 years…..it’s TOO LATE lo….

i guess it’s not only me, huh?!!…..i jz read one of my fren’s blog…she’s also shouting to get out of the house….

our home…which we live for more than 20 years…a home with rules set by them….i’m not saying it’s a bad thing living in our home…..but jz dat….sometimes parents juz don’t realize….dat we r growing up!! i’m not saying we’re all grown up….n leave home for good…..but we have our own state of mind, our own limit, our own way now(which parents juz mite dun approve, but for us however, we think it’s rite)…i guess this is the stage where we speak our view LOUDER than before….

for these 20 years…..our personality develop….(o cz, Thanx 2 MOM n DAD…u c….bringing up a baby is not easy….what more 2 say, when i’m turning into 21 lagi!!)
so wat i’m saying is….please don’t control us, restrict us anymore….but HEAR US OUT!! n advice us, sure..no prob….BUT DUN CONTROL US and RESTRICT US!!…..coz u know wat will happen next??? REBEL!!

for ppl who had frens, n job…we can go out to anyone….we’re not the little kids who dunno who to go to, or who to ask for help…n we’re not the little kids who nids our diaper change, or who wud started 2 cry when get lost in the crowd, or the lil kids who can’t get 2 anywhere without getting into papa or mama’s car, or the lil kids who can’t decide whether to take brownish or the whitish ice cream….WE’re not dat anymore….please KNOW DAT…

All i can say….is…….start to HEAR US OUT, then learn 2 TRUST us….

I’m Back!!!

back from Hell and Heaven….

Fortunate aint I??

manage to go 2 places…at ONCE

All i can say, life is so interesting….i luv it when it’s so happening….i luv it when i can blog!! i wish i hv my own laptop….Soooo i cud damn well BLOG every second i WANT….WHENever i want it, and WHEREver i want it!!!!

guess wat i’m doing nw…..(other than blogging…plz lar…T.T)

listening to music, o cz…..this time Avril…..who else to speak my feelings better….

i realize……so many thangs r not perfect at all…so why make them perfect….it’s like Natasha B’s ‘Freckles’…..

Cuz a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second
not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you
beautiful,
lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

embrace their weakness, n turn into sumthin much more better….it’s true n i admit, i live in innocence once upon a time….having to wake up, n realize everything is not as easy n as simple….4 me, it’s not easy to realize….always asking myself….’wat about the happy ending?’ ……’why it had to be like this?’…….’how cud this be?’……….so GUYS n GALS!! if u still had this kind of IGnoRANCE……please DO ME A FAVOR!! THROW IT OUT!!…..it’s not getting u anywhere!! trust me…..

this world can be dark and evil….anyone can do that lil evilness, n bring dat lil darkness to ya…yeah, ANYONE……

BUT THEN i CHOse….to believe every lil innocence, dat lil good and dat lil possiblity in everyone, dat still can make this world sumthing much more better n different…why lose the faith, rite?

i want my life to be as meaningful, as lifely, as happening, as valuable as it can be….i don’t wanna waste my life away!!…cz i know i’m not an idiot!! n i know i’m not perfect….so PEOPLE fill me UP!! =p

Ne-YO video

CHeck the dance out!!

Reading Nicole's blog....

now that i read her Thailand blog....

truely a travel guide!! i guess if Malaysia Tourism hires her to promote our country....

the business would BOOMing by no time!!

I WANNA GO THAILAND!!!

(ok.... make a note)

learn thai language now!!

OMG.....there's just too many cute food n stuff to buy in Bangkok!!! and PETS TOO!!!!

only can't smuggle back ......pity!!! so cheap la!!

some of the pix( scroll down guys n gals! )

OMG......so CUTE!!!

~~~ thAI TOILET ~~~~

Lady boy(like she said)(c'mon....sounds nicer i reckon....)


check them out....the LADYBOY SPICE GIRLS

night view from the bar......(if i c it by person, i will squeal i tel u!! OMG!!!)

cheese popcorn in Thailand

same to u...

pocky....i wonder why here doesnt have more choice?!!

I've tried this in Phuket!!....serioiusly...it's juicy n sweet!!

mini eggs!! cute!!

why???? this look so nice......eventhough it's just mango.....

sTILL feLT likE bloGGING

i said i wanna take a nap....
but here i am....
already 7.30pm...
sticking to this pc....wanting to blog more....
i feel i have so many things to say....
but i feel i'm so gud at letting everything bottle up inside...
duno how to get it out right!!

Happy..........
1) got to chat with Christine at LAST!!.....Luv ur hairstyle gal!!
2) i pass my thought-i-would-fail test!!!
3) i know how to do my yesterday test (all of it....by surprise)
4) whenever i'm with him


i MISS......
1) my dear
2) my time with my gals
3) my time to sing k
4) my time to BLOG
5) my time to search for MUSIC
6) my time to see One Tree Hill, or any japanese drama or MTV awards


I nid........
1) a bigger space MP3,ipod or SONY
2) a ROOM
3) a LAPTOP
4) a NEW spec
5) to buy new contact lens
6) to collect the FRIENDS season
7) to SLEEP
8) to ExerCISE
9) my STARBUCKS
10) TO SAVE MORE!!.........................................to spend LATER!! X.X

tO teluK intaN

it's been almost 1 week....since dat day....

it's been a GrEAT trip to me...to even think i mite not even gone to this trip if it's not for my mom...i've been saying No NO and NO....til the last minute
well, if u guys know me...u know i wont say NO..if u say 'trip', 'travel' or 'holiday'!!! i'll be the 1st one to lift my hands and LEGS up!!

i still can't believe i said yes in the end....hahahhaha
after u already gave up....
after all the persuasion....i still said no...(then...must be dissapointed n surprise hoh?!)

trip to ur hometown...
it's like going to Johor...
i admit i'm really a KL gal....i don't DenY
always hearing u telling stories bout ur own hometown....
but honestly, i duno wat the hell it is like being there....
Hard to imagine, as i compare with KL lifestyle

after being there...
now i know it's such a small place....
only 2 small shopping mall.....
mostly people here work as fisherman, or boat maker, or petrol dealer...
don't think u can find office people walking around there, or people wearing suit..
it's all just casual here...t-shirt and slipper
the young ones riding their modified bike here n there

i must say i still can't get used to this lifestyle....
C'mon...compare to KL...everything is damn fast...quick quick quick...
if u slow down, u prepare a cushion to fall lar!
but it's a gud thing, as i can take my own sweet time in teluk intan....
slow like snail...also tak da orang peduli saya!! yeah!!!

1st time i drank bird nest (very uuulooo hoh?! wat to do)
luv the red wine ur mom bought...actually wanna drink the whole bottle!!....but drunk edi...yee hehehehe....duno wat the heck i'll do later le bo...

luv the seafood there too...and the famous Chu cheong fun(if u go there, u shud REALLY try this!!!)
Really regret i didn't eat more of the chu cheong fun(which they put small dried prawns and duno wat liao)....now i damn miss it!!!
in another way of seeing it...i'll be a pig if i continue eating!!!

uhuhuhuhu.....i'm so hungry rite now....
Ma....where's my dinner?? @@

CheCking Nicole out!

If u guys read Star, Nicole d pretty blogger.....Surely, u heard of her?!
i've jz checked out some part of her blog.....(ther's so many POST ther!!)
i feel like it's better than buying a book in Kinokuniya!! Jz check out her Blog AND u'll KNOW!!

it is filled with LOADs of PIX!! pretty CLEAR ones too!!

oh Gal, I luv ur BLOG!!

Went to ParaMount...

went to Paramount after a 'long day' wrk...(hehe...nid to emphasise on it...gagaggaa)




tired....n whose stupid 'v' sign is that??



mayb talking to M too much, cz having sore throat ler...M sitting at my side ystrdy...even A started to get annoyed...wondering if we're doing our wrk...well, i can honestly say...i did my part!! only M is nt doing....haiz...M focus lar...

then i slept the whole way to Paramount...i guess i sleep a lot...n of cz i'm not feeling well ma...(i'm not a PIG!!)








actually i teman my mom to her frens place to c the full moon baby...which i can say, she's really chubby...(bt i think can't compare with me last time, i still WIN!! heheheh)


sleeping.........Zzzzzzzzzzz

~~eventhough so noisy~~~

the food ther..and the space in the house..wat can i say....now i knw why my dad insist in not going.....

seeing lots of kids ther...make me feel dizzy...dun get me wrong...i Luv kids...jz dat depend on situation.... ><



haha....this pix...seems like my mom pose for me...shh....she doesn't knw i took her pix...kekekke