A dAY IN sEkINcHANG

WAHAHAHAHAA.......YUMMY

over 2 hours of slow driving, we reach sekinchang in the morning...to buy some really fresh fish...

1st time experience for me, eventhough i went to Teluk Intan many many times...but i never wake up early just to buy fish....seems rare for me...

there's always a 1st time, rite?! ^ ^

For KL ppl, i dun think many of us know much about how fresh is the fish or seafood...

this time, i know why ppl who live here wouldn't even give a cent for the seafood we ate in KL...

about 12noon, the fishermen's boat came in....with the salted smell of the sea, watching the nice-tone-muscle-men unloading heavy bucket of fishes with a pulley from under the boat's plank....

as for me n the KL gang....we were taking pic as if we never seen fishes n men at work!!!

we did are clueless about this...So wat...

i heard for SekinChang, the fishermen come in at various time....it could be morning, afternoon or night....depends....as for Teluk Intan, mostly they come in early in the morning..

luckily, dat time we went...they came early...it's like a discovery for us....saw how slimey the fish is compare to the fish we saw in supermarket....even when we hold it for a second for the camera...the fin easily cut into our flesh as it slipped...

it's fun to see them separate the fish by their kind n weight...

and we get to choose fishes after they done that...which you must be fast...if not, they would pack it already, n sent to restaurant by restaurant...

my mom was so busy choosing fish, while i was spotting for fishes which we wanna buy for my mom...hahhaa....in the end, we bought lots of 'Dao Dai Cong' (yeah, i rmbr how to say it edi!!!)...Mayao,Selar,Crayfish,HakCong........

after that, straight to the nearest seafood restaurant.....bringing our fish n prawns for them to cook.....

the outcome??? FRESH FREESSH FRESSSSHHH!!...n SWEET!!......even my bro, who have less comment for food...praise!!

2day might go again....hahahaa....fresh fish!!!....

it's HArd....2 luv....

To love or not to love?
To have or not to have?
To be mad or not to be mad?
To be love or not to be love?
To feel sorry or not to feel sorry?
To care or not to care?
To be sad or not to be?
To be happy or not to be?
To be glad or not to be?


i'm glad mine is more caring n thoughtful than my fren's
but sometimes too caring, too thoughtful....
too time consuming...

when i'm single, if u tell me u had this kind of bf...
if he's mad, he speed...
if he's mad over small things...
if he wanted u too much, till u sometimes had no time to do other things...
i wud say HELL v him...jz knock some sense into HIM!!
dat's wat i wud tell my frens...
BUT...when it comes to u....everything seems differ...
i'm someone who nid some time alone...
someone who nids freedom, but at the same time needed some1 who cares bout me..
someone who dun mind spending time v herself
someone who is forgetful....

v a guy who is thinking bout me often,
n always wanna spend time v me....
n so protective of me(but when he speeds, i think otherwise)
dunno whether to say it's a bad thing or gud thing....

when it comes to frens....hard to find time v them...
it sux when he gets mad, n when i got so 4getful...
n sometimes it sux when we dun hv enuf ''mo qi'
it sux dat i'm so dumb....
i hate him for sometimes when talking...cant hear wat he's talking...
when ask to repeat...he shows a impatient look...

it sometimes sux 2 be in luv....it's edi almost 5 mths...
i hope his attitude wud change...
fed up v keeping up v dat attitude everytime...

i know it's my fault i din on my hp, n u cant call me...
but how can u speed when u're mad....u make me mad!!

i'm lucky, cz he's mad....i got time 2 on9...gagaggaga...
so tired.......

MAYBE I'M CHANGING....

finally, i had time....
finish shopping for PD...(well, kind of)
too bad can't buy anything yesterday....
but wat the heck....i'm so tight.....
still had fun hanging out v fam n him....
jz strolling along the shopping centre..
yam cha now n then(or shud i work out more??u think??)
dun feel like singing k dat often anymore...
am i changing??

am i getting bored of those so fast??
mayb...mayb not....

i jz had my theory exam....2 papers....
gladly to say, those definitely is A++....(hahahha.....*choke*)
jz dat i got the bad news on the same day after i sat for my 1st paper...
i failed 1 section of my Practical, which means i can't have my graduation yet...
if it's the past me, i would felt so guilty and stupid..n cry i guess...
putting pressure on myself JZ BCZ OF the expectation from others....

but the expectation of others dun really effect me dat much anymore...
wat really matters now, is i gotta take responsibility for wat i done....
i tried....i really did wanna pass.....i know, it will cost if i dun....
i know the consequences....
n so this happened...yeah, i've failed...yeah i'm wrong..
so wat??!!
i'm gonna wrk for the resit cost...
so dat's the punishment...i accept...n move on.....

it's like a delay 2 my flight...
a delay of 4 months...
in a way, or mayb not?
i guess, i'll learn something else in between b4 i sit for the exam...
in the end, i feel it'll be the same....accepting dat it might be gud...
i cud be more prepared...n research more...on other market...
when the cert is in my hand....

as someone wrote b4 "Failure is the only opportunity 2 begin more intelligently"...