Again...i came

often when i'm happy, i'm so lazy to blog...haha...why hah?? i guess... when i happy i just wanna enjoy the moment till it last....

i wake up early in morning.....with those word he said haunting me....feeling sad...wat the Heck!!...early in the morning FELLING like this....my days are doom!

yesterday i felt so alive, with my gal cheering me up....although the whole gang can't be here v me...i know they still support me, with pheebs around.. as always talking n letting out makes the picture so clear....n doesnt make me think one sided.......that's why friends are so important!

he still act like nothing had happen...and its nothing serious...

c'mon, little stuff become big stuff eventually !!

i was in denial, when we started out...he gave me the sense of happiness, cz he care...just that simple cz he care...makes me wipe out the flaws he had...as i remember, i always pointed out the flaws he had...it looks so big to me, when i'm not falling that deep into love...after that few months...i let it be.....after almost 2 years...as expect, it really does affect our relationship...funny, things can come back n haunt u, if u dun solve it...

but I still wanna put my biggest HOPE in him...that he can be much better than he tot he cud be....i duno wat he went tru in the past, that makes him felt like this depressed...unfinish business?? frm previuos relationship??....ok watever it is...please...can't we solve it?! it's just another stage in the relationship....please put down the ego...n talk it tru...hopefully he get wat i wanna get tru v him...*finger crossed*