NEaRing 21……

oh yeah…..21……

coming nearer….and nearer….yup yup…..it’s coming, alrite….

coming to this stage…..well, of cz it’s different….saying it gives me freedom…..shit….dun think so…..wat i think is, when i got my own house, then dat’s call FREEDOM!!! rite?! dat’s why in my 21, i definitely be aiming for that….maybe u say it’s too early to buy a house….but being someone who don’t have her own room for more than 20 years…..it’s TOO LATE lo….

i guess it’s not only me, huh?!!…..i jz read one of my fren’s blog…she’s also shouting to get out of the house….

our home…which we live for more than 20 years…a home with rules set by them….i’m not saying it’s a bad thing living in our home…..but jz dat….sometimes parents juz don’t realize….dat we r growing up!! i’m not saying we’re all grown up….n leave home for good…..but we have our own state of mind, our own limit, our own way now(which parents juz mite dun approve, but for us however, we think it’s rite)…i guess this is the stage where we speak our view LOUDER than before….

for these 20 years…..our personality develop….(o cz, Thanx 2 MOM n DAD…u c….bringing up a baby is not easy….what more 2 say, when i’m turning into 21 lagi!!)
so wat i’m saying is….please don’t control us, restrict us anymore….but HEAR US OUT!! n advice us, sure..no prob….BUT DUN CONTROL US and RESTRICT US!!…..coz u know wat will happen next??? REBEL!!

for ppl who had frens, n job…we can go out to anyone….we’re not the little kids who dunno who to go to, or who to ask for help…n we’re not the little kids who nids our diaper change, or who wud started 2 cry when get lost in the crowd, or the lil kids who can’t get 2 anywhere without getting into papa or mama’s car, or the lil kids who can’t decide whether to take brownish or the whitish ice cream….WE’re not dat anymore….please KNOW DAT…

All i can say….is…….start to HEAR US OUT, then learn 2 TRUST us….

I’m Back!!!

back from Hell and Heaven….

Fortunate aint I??

manage to go 2 places…at ONCE

All i can say, life is so interesting….i luv it when it’s so happening….i luv it when i can blog!! i wish i hv my own laptop….Soooo i cud damn well BLOG every second i WANT….WHENever i want it, and WHEREver i want it!!!!

guess wat i’m doing nw…..(other than blogging…plz lar…T.T)

listening to music, o cz…..this time Avril…..who else to speak my feelings better….

i realize……so many thangs r not perfect at all…so why make them perfect….it’s like Natasha B’s ‘Freckles’…..

Cuz a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second
not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you
beautiful,
lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

embrace their weakness, n turn into sumthin much more better….it’s true n i admit, i live in innocence once upon a time….having to wake up, n realize everything is not as easy n as simple….4 me, it’s not easy to realize….always asking myself….’wat about the happy ending?’ ……’why it had to be like this?’…….’how cud this be?’……….so GUYS n GALS!! if u still had this kind of IGnoRANCE……please DO ME A FAVOR!! THROW IT OUT!!…..it’s not getting u anywhere!! trust me…..

this world can be dark and evil….anyone can do that lil evilness, n bring dat lil darkness to ya…yeah, ANYONE……

BUT THEN i CHOse….to believe every lil innocence, dat lil good and dat lil possiblity in everyone, dat still can make this world sumthing much more better n different…why lose the faith, rite?

i want my life to be as meaningful, as lifely, as happening, as valuable as it can be….i don’t wanna waste my life away!!…cz i know i’m not an idiot!! n i know i’m not perfect….so PEOPLE fill me UP!! =p

Ne-YO video

CHeck the dance out!!

Reading Nicole's blog....

now that i read her Thailand blog....

truely a travel guide!! i guess if Malaysia Tourism hires her to promote our country....

the business would BOOMing by no time!!

I WANNA GO THAILAND!!!

(ok.... make a note)

learn thai language now!!

OMG.....there's just too many cute food n stuff to buy in Bangkok!!! and PETS TOO!!!!

only can't smuggle back ......pity!!! so cheap la!!

some of the pix( scroll down guys n gals! )

OMG......so CUTE!!!

~~~ thAI TOILET ~~~~

Lady boy(like she said)(c'mon....sounds nicer i reckon....)


check them out....the LADYBOY SPICE GIRLS

night view from the bar......(if i c it by person, i will squeal i tel u!! OMG!!!)

cheese popcorn in Thailand

same to u...

pocky....i wonder why here doesnt have more choice?!!

I've tried this in Phuket!!....serioiusly...it's juicy n sweet!!

mini eggs!! cute!!

why???? this look so nice......eventhough it's just mango.....

sTILL feLT likE bloGGING

i said i wanna take a nap....
but here i am....
already 7.30pm...
sticking to this pc....wanting to blog more....
i feel i have so many things to say....
but i feel i'm so gud at letting everything bottle up inside...
duno how to get it out right!!

Happy..........
1) got to chat with Christine at LAST!!.....Luv ur hairstyle gal!!
2) i pass my thought-i-would-fail test!!!
3) i know how to do my yesterday test (all of it....by surprise)
4) whenever i'm with him


i MISS......
1) my dear
2) my time with my gals
3) my time to sing k
4) my time to BLOG
5) my time to search for MUSIC
6) my time to see One Tree Hill, or any japanese drama or MTV awards


I nid........
1) a bigger space MP3,ipod or SONY
2) a ROOM
3) a LAPTOP
4) a NEW spec
5) to buy new contact lens
6) to collect the FRIENDS season
7) to SLEEP
8) to ExerCISE
9) my STARBUCKS
10) TO SAVE MORE!!.........................................to spend LATER!! X.X

tO teluK intaN

it's been almost 1 week....since dat day....

it's been a GrEAT trip to me...to even think i mite not even gone to this trip if it's not for my mom...i've been saying No NO and NO....til the last minute
well, if u guys know me...u know i wont say NO..if u say 'trip', 'travel' or 'holiday'!!! i'll be the 1st one to lift my hands and LEGS up!!

i still can't believe i said yes in the end....hahahhaha
after u already gave up....
after all the persuasion....i still said no...(then...must be dissapointed n surprise hoh?!)

trip to ur hometown...
it's like going to Johor...
i admit i'm really a KL gal....i don't DenY
always hearing u telling stories bout ur own hometown....
but honestly, i duno wat the hell it is like being there....
Hard to imagine, as i compare with KL lifestyle

after being there...
now i know it's such a small place....
only 2 small shopping mall.....
mostly people here work as fisherman, or boat maker, or petrol dealer...
don't think u can find office people walking around there, or people wearing suit..
it's all just casual here...t-shirt and slipper
the young ones riding their modified bike here n there

i must say i still can't get used to this lifestyle....
C'mon...compare to KL...everything is damn fast...quick quick quick...
if u slow down, u prepare a cushion to fall lar!
but it's a gud thing, as i can take my own sweet time in teluk intan....
slow like snail...also tak da orang peduli saya!! yeah!!!

1st time i drank bird nest (very uuulooo hoh?! wat to do)
luv the red wine ur mom bought...actually wanna drink the whole bottle!!....but drunk edi...yee hehehehe....duno wat the heck i'll do later le bo...

luv the seafood there too...and the famous Chu cheong fun(if u go there, u shud REALLY try this!!!)
Really regret i didn't eat more of the chu cheong fun(which they put small dried prawns and duno wat liao)....now i damn miss it!!!
in another way of seeing it...i'll be a pig if i continue eating!!!

uhuhuhuhu.....i'm so hungry rite now....
Ma....where's my dinner?? @@