i juz felt like blogging

with my kind of personality..i duno if anyone can understand me..
it's been like almost 1 year without blogging...n i felt so alone...v my bf dun wanna know what i've been tru...mayb i doing the same 2 him as well...not knowing...

why am i in a relationship yet felt alone?i keep everything 2 myself...so full until i jz found a way to let out...is here! so pathetic....wat 2 do...

i juz nid to let out...

i duno how to express...n duno how 2 focus two things at once...i go chaos when there's lots of things 2 do...i can't remember at everything....i always tried my best but yet i felt like a loser.

i felt more confident when last time than i m now...

wat is wrong?
i duno....is it me?