World No Tobacco Day!!

I love this day...Cause with this, hopefully those people who smoke will realise the mistake and risk they are taking..

Do you know that Chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD) is the 6th leading cause of death?? it is projected to be 4th leading cause of death in 2030!!! (Due to u who smoke, and u who reccommend to ur friends to smoke, and u who sell cigarette, and u who don't control the access to tobacco!)

COPD is caused by noxious particles or gas, most commonly from tobacco smoking, which triggers an abnormal inflammatory response in the lung. If u get this, u would have to go for lung function test!! if critical, these patient have to go through long term oxygen therapy or lung transplantation!!!!

i was shocked to see a picture of a 2 year old boy who smoke frequently! ..imagine how would his lung be when he's 20!
probably like this
In indonesia is said to have no control over tobacco being used by whom. Their children is easily expose to secondhand smoke and even learn how to smoke!! Don't they have an association that protect the child's well being??!!!

For World No Tobacco Day, Start now! stop smoking! Before it's TOO LATE!!!..

sucks.....

again..cold war...

why everytime i raise my voice a bit.....i always get so much hate from him?can't i even raise my voice when u're being irritating...(it means to shut ur bloody mouth off, n not stomping out of the room)

it make me sad....it's like i can't even express....numb....

so wat is ur reaction going 2 mean...1st meaning, u dun want me to raise my voice=i can't express...(i was wondering, y u f***king din think why the 1st place i raise my voice????)(that's why i always think u feel u're always right)...2nd meaning, u juz have bloody hot temper!! n i always have to be soft, u always had to be hard....can't somtimes i b hard, n u become soft for me? this really suX big time....i think i juz wanna sleep...fed up!

2 days Back in KL

a pic taken in Opera (in Sunway), Luv the blue-ish blackground!!

i'm so duper glad i'm back in KL for 2 days!! it's worst than working! cz i feel more tired But Super Happy.... back v my cute kitty(which my bf hate btw), n my whole fam!

back in my house( wat i c is more tin cans at the back my house *damn, din take pic pula!* , almost like rubbish dump!but cleaner...) .....As my mom n dad r bz playing contest again after winning the Grand Prize of 100 plus(which is Really AWESOME!)

d 1st day i duno why, but i slept half of the day(mayb infected by MY)!! later that nite we dine at a nice cosy Korean Restaurant( i 4got it's name but it is located in Ampang, beside the korean supermart, d 2nd shop) ........Celebrating my mom's bday n Mother's Day..they never tried Korean BBQ b4!! luckily my dad *surprisingly* liked it!! shud come here more often!

next i n MY off to Sunway to club(4 me n Yee Yee only dat is..)....MY, Simon n YX bz drinking...better 4 me...can dance without paiseh ^ ^ while they r enjoying their drinks in Opera...we went to Euphoria MOS to look look c c(as i nvr go there)...the music is loud n nice, full of ppl!! n it's Ladies Night....Hurray! free Drinks! there we were till 3am!...

next day , went to S-class(some pub in Bandar menjalara), bcoz of S.hoong( MY best Fren). but i'm so bored...jz some gals from some small places singing some old song n moving around on stage(i dun even consider that as dancing!) Why we R ther?? very Good Question! guy's weakness!! gals! n Pretty f***ing gorgeous gals....ya, it feeds their crave....if there is cute f***ing mascular guys, then i hv no complain!

that's it for my trip back home....^ ^

The Grand Opening of Station 1 in Ipoh 1st GArden!!

Pity...I din bring my Camera!!...

cause....there's....let me see.. 1st. lion dance, 2nd 3 minutes of fireworks(it's so beautiful especially when u watch v ur bf), 3rd. singing crew, 4th. nonstop drinking beer!!!!.....n the best thing is we got it all for free!! beer n food! how cool is that?

***i jz rmbr i cud get the pix from the photographer!..yup, the boss hired 1..**

but after this, i swear i'll never ever eat Station 1 food again!!....

this Station 1 had 4 bosses...the youngest boss i've seen....all 'dao deng'...but quite mature for their age la...n that nite, their job is to make every friend they have pretty drunk!!...

this is juz the 1st round!!...the 2nd round, about 11pm we went to De Nest clubbing.. the aunties uncles arrive 1st, the scary scene is when we went to the 2nd floor, infront of me, 2 tables are full with crates of beer!!...estimate about 18crates!!....HAHHAha...LUCKY I'M A LADY!! it's fun seeing them finding places to hide themselves to avoid drinking whole bottle of beer....my darling?? hahha he's sleeping on my lap(once in a while, peeping when nobody is around)...cheeky rite?!...but still kacau by the guys!

anyway get to know a lot of frens there....can't wait for another occasion like this!!...

Zzzzzzzzz....Sleepy....Nite2! ^ ^

(Me in Hutan Melintang nw....)

Funny When Memory does means a lot!!

i'm here......feeling that i wud fall fast to Zzzzzzzzzzzz if i jz lay in my bed.....

but i'm just too anxious looking back into my old photos.....n Yeah, of cz that's after i saw what Pheebs did for us...(okay, i did promise myself i will however find back the photos we took ages ago!!)(if only, my bro would get off the f***ing PC!!!)

Still...there's HOPE!! ^ ^

I had a slept-over in ying's house...it was a blast!!!...i always love that feeling that we share about watever is happening in our life...n of cz the gals realize they were getting a lot of useful quote coming out of my mouth!! LOL! now that u notice!

had the long-planning-to-have-food=dimsum in JLN IPOH as our breakfast(my brunch)....n camwhoring at that place(with not much of paying any attention if others are staring at us=crazy ladies) ....another memory to be added to our photo album..

suggested next food wud b BAK KUT TEH next to Dynasty Hotel, as Pheebs saying No's, Ying and I saying Yes's....

later , Pheebs showed us the slideshow she did for 4 of us...and i notice we been together so close for 6 yrs!! since we're working in JJ after our SPM!! Now,i'm in my optical line; Pheebs & Ying goin 2 graduate; Yan going 2 study her Master...i know this is what happen when you're in my age zone...

NOw, with my decision to be in Perak...Everything seems so far to me! another new environment to get use to...and for the gals, they are moving 2 another stage of their life...being an working adult! wat 2 say? But wishing all the LUCK to u gals!!

Again...i came

often when i'm happy, i'm so lazy to blog...haha...why hah?? i guess... when i happy i just wanna enjoy the moment till it last....

i wake up early in morning.....with those word he said haunting me....feeling sad...wat the Heck!!...early in the morning FELLING like this....my days are doom!

yesterday i felt so alive, with my gal cheering me up....although the whole gang can't be here v me...i know they still support me, with pheebs around.. as always talking n letting out makes the picture so clear....n doesnt make me think one sided.......that's why friends are so important!

he still act like nothing had happen...and its nothing serious...

c'mon, little stuff become big stuff eventually !!

i was in denial, when we started out...he gave me the sense of happiness, cz he care...just that simple cz he care...makes me wipe out the flaws he had...as i remember, i always pointed out the flaws he had...it looks so big to me, when i'm not falling that deep into love...after that few months...i let it be.....after almost 2 years...as expect, it really does affect our relationship...funny, things can come back n haunt u, if u dun solve it...

but I still wanna put my biggest HOPE in him...that he can be much better than he tot he cud be....i duno wat he went tru in the past, that makes him felt like this depressed...unfinish business?? frm previuos relationship??....ok watever it is...please...can't we solve it?! it's just another stage in the relationship....please put down the ego...n talk it tru...hopefully he get wat i wanna get tru v him...*finger crossed*

i juz felt like blogging

with my kind of personality..i duno if anyone can understand me..
it's been like almost 1 year without blogging...n i felt so alone...v my bf dun wanna know what i've been tru...mayb i doing the same 2 him as well...not knowing...

why am i in a relationship yet felt alone?i keep everything 2 myself...so full until i jz found a way to let out...is here! so pathetic....wat 2 do...

i juz nid to let out...

i duno how to express...n duno how 2 focus two things at once...i go chaos when there's lots of things 2 do...i can't remember at everything....i always tried my best but yet i felt like a loser.

i felt more confident when last time than i m now...

wat is wrong?
i duno....is it me?

Lagging....

i'm so pissed abt the line alwyz being so lag...lately....it's like i'm using tmnet yrs ago!!!

normally takes about few seconds 2 get 2 a webpage, nw takes me 10 minits!! OMG....
v my job now in another place....more district which is.....bore me.....i wish i had fast moving lifestyle....like b4...(i mean while wrking).....

recently surveying for netbook....my dad kept persuading me to take a notebook...but all i nid is 2 be able 2 on9 anywhere, do some research, blogging, easy 2 carry, on9 chatting.....i'm sure netbook would suit me well....in fact, it's cheaper....that's a bit of advantage too...

11.30pm....gotta sleep!! wat a life....

just checking out Steven Tea Garden investment plan

heard of this STEVEN CORNER??

i heard about this stg plan in the past 6 months about 33k for investment...(which i'm not interested)

then 2day i went to listen more about the new STG EZplan...

which mention, that u pay rm300 + rm100(for reg. fee and for the rm300 worth of food voucher), then u can earn money by intro people under u..something like piramid plan

the food voucher previously i heard can be used in Steven Corner too...but after they open Steven Tea Garden, they don't let u use it in Steven Corner Setapak anymore(valid til 31st dec 2008)..
then i heard they are going to open a member only area on the 1st floor(above the Steven Corner in Prima Setapak)...but i don't understand why they don't open the 1st floor for member,then only cancel the usage of food voucher on the ground floor???

they are making difficult for member to spend the food voucher aint it??...recently, i only saw Sunway n AU2 open STG....the future is so so uncertain....i heard they are going to open in B.bintang, Genting, Midvalley...but still haven't investigate...anyone notice these STG in these place??

oh ya found this interesting flaming forum....about STG...which continues for 35pages....
http://forum.lowyat.net/topic/684458/+40

A dAY IN sEkINcHANG

WAHAHAHAHAA.......YUMMY

over 2 hours of slow driving, we reach sekinchang in the morning...to buy some really fresh fish...

1st time experience for me, eventhough i went to Teluk Intan many many times...but i never wake up early just to buy fish....seems rare for me...

there's always a 1st time, rite?! ^ ^

For KL ppl, i dun think many of us know much about how fresh is the fish or seafood...

this time, i know why ppl who live here wouldn't even give a cent for the seafood we ate in KL...

about 12noon, the fishermen's boat came in....with the salted smell of the sea, watching the nice-tone-muscle-men unloading heavy bucket of fishes with a pulley from under the boat's plank....

as for me n the KL gang....we were taking pic as if we never seen fishes n men at work!!!

we did are clueless about this...So wat...

i heard for SekinChang, the fishermen come in at various time....it could be morning, afternoon or night....depends....as for Teluk Intan, mostly they come in early in the morning..

luckily, dat time we went...they came early...it's like a discovery for us....saw how slimey the fish is compare to the fish we saw in supermarket....even when we hold it for a second for the camera...the fin easily cut into our flesh as it slipped...

it's fun to see them separate the fish by their kind n weight...

and we get to choose fishes after they done that...which you must be fast...if not, they would pack it already, n sent to restaurant by restaurant...

my mom was so busy choosing fish, while i was spotting for fishes which we wanna buy for my mom...hahhaa....in the end, we bought lots of 'Dao Dai Cong' (yeah, i rmbr how to say it edi!!!)...Mayao,Selar,Crayfish,HakCong........

after that, straight to the nearest seafood restaurant.....bringing our fish n prawns for them to cook.....

the outcome??? FRESH FREESSH FRESSSSHHH!!...n SWEET!!......even my bro, who have less comment for food...praise!!

2day might go again....hahahaa....fresh fish!!!....

it's HArd....2 luv....

To love or not to love?
To have or not to have?
To be mad or not to be mad?
To be love or not to be love?
To feel sorry or not to feel sorry?
To care or not to care?
To be sad or not to be?
To be happy or not to be?
To be glad or not to be?


i'm glad mine is more caring n thoughtful than my fren's
but sometimes too caring, too thoughtful....
too time consuming...

when i'm single, if u tell me u had this kind of bf...
if he's mad, he speed...
if he's mad over small things...
if he wanted u too much, till u sometimes had no time to do other things...
i wud say HELL v him...jz knock some sense into HIM!!
dat's wat i wud tell my frens...
BUT...when it comes to u....everything seems differ...
i'm someone who nid some time alone...
someone who nids freedom, but at the same time needed some1 who cares bout me..
someone who dun mind spending time v herself
someone who is forgetful....

v a guy who is thinking bout me often,
n always wanna spend time v me....
n so protective of me(but when he speeds, i think otherwise)
dunno whether to say it's a bad thing or gud thing....

when it comes to frens....hard to find time v them...
it sux when he gets mad, n when i got so 4getful...
n sometimes it sux when we dun hv enuf ''mo qi'
it sux dat i'm so dumb....
i hate him for sometimes when talking...cant hear wat he's talking...
when ask to repeat...he shows a impatient look...

it sometimes sux 2 be in luv....it's edi almost 5 mths...
i hope his attitude wud change...
fed up v keeping up v dat attitude everytime...

i know it's my fault i din on my hp, n u cant call me...
but how can u speed when u're mad....u make me mad!!

i'm lucky, cz he's mad....i got time 2 on9...gagaggaga...
so tired.......

MAYBE I'M CHANGING....

finally, i had time....
finish shopping for PD...(well, kind of)
too bad can't buy anything yesterday....
but wat the heck....i'm so tight.....
still had fun hanging out v fam n him....
jz strolling along the shopping centre..
yam cha now n then(or shud i work out more??u think??)
dun feel like singing k dat often anymore...
am i changing??

am i getting bored of those so fast??
mayb...mayb not....

i jz had my theory exam....2 papers....
gladly to say, those definitely is A++....(hahahha.....*choke*)
jz dat i got the bad news on the same day after i sat for my 1st paper...
i failed 1 section of my Practical, which means i can't have my graduation yet...
if it's the past me, i would felt so guilty and stupid..n cry i guess...
putting pressure on myself JZ BCZ OF the expectation from others....

but the expectation of others dun really effect me dat much anymore...
wat really matters now, is i gotta take responsibility for wat i done....
i tried....i really did wanna pass.....i know, it will cost if i dun....
i know the consequences....
n so this happened...yeah, i've failed...yeah i'm wrong..
so wat??!!
i'm gonna wrk for the resit cost...
so dat's the punishment...i accept...n move on.....

it's like a delay 2 my flight...
a delay of 4 months...
in a way, or mayb not?
i guess, i'll learn something else in between b4 i sit for the exam...
in the end, i feel it'll be the same....accepting dat it might be gud...
i cud be more prepared...n research more...on other market...
when the cert is in my hand....

as someone wrote b4 "Failure is the only opportunity 2 begin more intelligently"...

TaHan...TaHan...1 more Month

small tests no more!!...

i sense the big 1 coming....hmmm....

1 month since my bday n since i blog....

man.....

.............UPLOADING...........

DINE IN AMPANG-KOREAn RESTORANT
oN 4/10/08

cooKING......

Get SET.....

REadY.....GO......

Ahhhhh....

cheh........So wat.......

not like i dun hv hand.....

p/s ~we din take soju.....(but wat happen??)

Alritie.......... @@ next station @@

taste like our *Chu CHeong Fun*

.......Presenting......

......My GooFy Gals....

PheeBs

PheeBs, YinG + Me

Yan ~MuaX~ PheeBs

****PIx we took in 2 of the korean restaurant*****

OH gosh......i'm bloated!! ##

Victim of Survey....yeah!!...by Chris

but.....100 question leh!!

***A MUST DO TAG IF BEING TAG!If You Ignore, You Will Have A Whole Year Of Bad Luck!Please Be Honest When Answering, People!Good Luck Yay!

THE SELF
[01] Real name: loH jiA miN
[02] Nickname: Jaz/Jasmine/rojaK meE(Oppss...)
[03] Married: Hell, no!!
[04] Zodiac Sign: Libra
[05] Gender: Female
[06] Age: 21
[07] High School: SMK Chong Hwa
[08] College: Axismatic
[09] Height: 153cm
[10] Weight: 45kg(i hope it still is...)
[11] Do you like yourself: wat do u think?? OF coz!
[12] Piercings: Ears
[13] Right or left: R & L
[14] Are you a freak: yes! Wat?! freak r NICE!
[15] Hair: Medium Long
[16] Skin: Pimples...dun remind me...
[17] Allergic: yes...i guesss
[18] What are you doing now: Duh....wat else? ><
[19] What will you doing 1hour later: hopefully study..but i doubt...cz this survey....u know
[20] What will you doing 10 years later: having my own shop, travelling, shopping, n hv a family

THE FAMILY
[21] Live with mother/father/parents: Parents
[22] Siblings(included you): 2
[23] Eldest: Me
[24] Youngest: Harry
[25] Love/hate your family: Luv Luv Luv
[26] You found your another half: Yup(for now)
[27] If yes, who is he/she: Grandpa Dumb Dumb
[28] If no, who you want him/her to be: (i'll answer anyway...) musical, humour, n outgoing
[29] Time(s) you in relationship: Teach me how 2 count,then i'll tell.....
[30] Ever woo boy/girl(0-100000): ?? i duno
[31] Anyone woo you before(0-100000): i dunno..does it matter?
[32] Did anything wrong to your other half: cross my heart...Nope
[33] What was/were the wrong you had done: -
[34] Ever argue with your other half: of cz, why miss the FUN?!
[35] You with you other half since: 2 months ago...
[36] Are you straight/Lesbo/Gay: he's GUY + i'm Gal = U SAY?
[37] Reasons you love your other half: i agree v Chris, Luv is Blind
[38] You and your other half in which stage: stabil..
[39] You woo him/her or he/she woo you: i like 2 think he woo me...hehehe...but no definite answer to this...
[40] Ever think of marry him/her: scary...but yeah..

THE FRIENDS
[41] Your first best friend: ah Yan
[42] Your first enemy: no one
[43] The friend you love the most(1only): my mom
[44] The enemy you hate the most(1only): -
[45] Your most beautiful girl friend: Pheebs
[46] Your most handsome boy friend: ah Chun
[47] The kind of girl you hate the most: Back Stabber
[48] The kind of boy you hate the most: Inconsiderate
[49] You fall in love with you close friend before: nope
[50] Your best friend is your ex-lover: No
[51] If your friend backstabbing you: Dissapointed and Sad, but move on...
[52] If your friend betray you: Slap her/him(or so i imagine)
[53] If your friend woo your lover: not possible...even so...it depends....
[54] If your friend fall in love with you: so be it, dun u luv it, when sum1 else luv ya?! hehehe
[55] If you fall in love with your best friend: i already do....

THE STUDIES
[56] Are you a good student: yea....er..no....er...yea...
[57] You always done your homeworks/assignments: yea...(Oo...i'm a gud stufent!)
[58] The teacher/tutor you love the most: Ms Ang
[59] Always late to school/college: once..
[61] You love your seniors: in EOG, yea
[62] Senior who you love the most: there's a lot...Tom, Peggy, Wai Kit, Ah Kek
[63] Your classmates good/bad: good & bad
[64] Excellent result classmate: D Orang Utan...make me so Gan Jeong
[65] Laziest classmate: Me??

THE PEOPLE
[66] Smart people: Me
[67] Stupid people: not Me...
[68] Good looking people: Me
[69] Ugly people: not Me...
[70] Funny people: Me
[71] Cute people: Me
[72] Bad people: i'm good,i'm good....s0o, other people is...kekkee
[73] Honest people: Me
[74] Acting people: Keira Knightly, Adam Sandler,George Clooney...
[75] You are what kind of people: the kind 1!!

THE PREFER
[76] Lip or eyes: Eyes
[77] Hugs or kisses: both
[78] Shorter or taller: Taller
[79] hesitant or spontaneous: hesitant & spontaneous
[80] Nice stomach or nice arms: nice stomach,nice arms, nice thigh, nice lips, nice hair, nice toes, nice person, hey!! nice earrings!! where u got from?.....
[81] Listener or talker: listener, lousy talker
[82] Romantic or rich: both...gagagga
[83] Good husband or Good Father: ur blind, aren't cha??!

THE FUTURE
[84] Age to get marry: 24/25...or later
[85] Numbers of kid(s): 2
[86] Career: shud say ' dream'...travel, eat, shop
[87] Salary: 199999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999999.....................(ok.....i shud stop pressing '9'....
[88] Retirement age: hmmmm.....now?
[89] Properties value: er....
[90] Wishes: Shop Everything on Earth, Travel everyplace in the Universe, i wish for everything...

THE VICTIMS
[91] CMY
[92] Pheobe
[93] Ah Yan
[94] Ying
[95] Malcolm
[96] Woo(d 1 in China)
[97] Sharon Tian
[98] Wen Xuan
[99] the Noobs people
[100] Yi Hueih

there......i'm rite....it took me more than an hour....gagaggagaa....

watS D diffrencE ??

Being 21,
i could damn well VOTE now!!
i could go to Genting Casino....
but i bet the stupid guard still wanna c my IC!!
n.....i could apply credit card soon....
but will tell the annoying salesman, i'm still 18!! XD

wat else....???
...................................................Damn..................................
..........................................being 21....SUX!!

i'm Back & i'm 21

it's been a long Bday....

i can remember,
dat day i had to go tru damn 9 long hours of lecture,
spend 1 hour in LRT, let the damn ppl squeeze me here n ther..

when i finally got back...it's already late at nite
n i so damn sleepy...n dizzy...
DAMN,ate dinner at 9pm lagi!!

but i'm thankful i got ur roses,
i'm thankful u brought me to TGI Friday
i'm thankful u brought me to c House Bunny...
eventhough i knw u dun fully understand wats the joke about..
i'm thankful for ur hugs, n warmth...
i'm thankful u put on a happy face,
eventhough ur in a bad mood dat day..


i'm thankful for ur surprise in the morning...
i'm thankful for wat u gave me...
i'm forgetful but i wont forget wat u did for me...
however,
i think u spent TOO MUCH!!...u think ur millionaire meh!!

but i'm thankful....jz don't do that again!!

NEaRing 21……

oh yeah…..21……

coming nearer….and nearer….yup yup…..it’s coming, alrite….

coming to this stage…..well, of cz it’s different….saying it gives me freedom…..shit….dun think so…..wat i think is, when i got my own house, then dat’s call FREEDOM!!! rite?! dat’s why in my 21, i definitely be aiming for that….maybe u say it’s too early to buy a house….but being someone who don’t have her own room for more than 20 years…..it’s TOO LATE lo….

i guess it’s not only me, huh?!!…..i jz read one of my fren’s blog…she’s also shouting to get out of the house….

our home…which we live for more than 20 years…a home with rules set by them….i’m not saying it’s a bad thing living in our home…..but jz dat….sometimes parents juz don’t realize….dat we r growing up!! i’m not saying we’re all grown up….n leave home for good…..but we have our own state of mind, our own limit, our own way now(which parents juz mite dun approve, but for us however, we think it’s rite)…i guess this is the stage where we speak our view LOUDER than before….

for these 20 years…..our personality develop….(o cz, Thanx 2 MOM n DAD…u c….bringing up a baby is not easy….what more 2 say, when i’m turning into 21 lagi!!)
so wat i’m saying is….please don’t control us, restrict us anymore….but HEAR US OUT!! n advice us, sure..no prob….BUT DUN CONTROL US and RESTRICT US!!…..coz u know wat will happen next??? REBEL!!

for ppl who had frens, n job…we can go out to anyone….we’re not the little kids who dunno who to go to, or who to ask for help…n we’re not the little kids who nids our diaper change, or who wud started 2 cry when get lost in the crowd, or the lil kids who can’t get 2 anywhere without getting into papa or mama’s car, or the lil kids who can’t decide whether to take brownish or the whitish ice cream….WE’re not dat anymore….please KNOW DAT…

All i can say….is…….start to HEAR US OUT, then learn 2 TRUST us….

I’m Back!!!

back from Hell and Heaven….

Fortunate aint I??

manage to go 2 places…at ONCE

All i can say, life is so interesting….i luv it when it’s so happening….i luv it when i can blog!! i wish i hv my own laptop….Soooo i cud damn well BLOG every second i WANT….WHENever i want it, and WHEREver i want it!!!!

guess wat i’m doing nw…..(other than blogging…plz lar…T.T)

listening to music, o cz…..this time Avril…..who else to speak my feelings better….

i realize……so many thangs r not perfect at all…so why make them perfect….it’s like Natasha B’s ‘Freckles’…..

Cuz a face without freckles is like a sky without stars
Why waste a second
not loving who you are
Those little imperfections make you
beautiful,
lovable, valuable,
They show your personality inside your heart
Reflecting who you are

embrace their weakness, n turn into sumthin much more better….it’s true n i admit, i live in innocence once upon a time….having to wake up, n realize everything is not as easy n as simple….4 me, it’s not easy to realize….always asking myself….’wat about the happy ending?’ ……’why it had to be like this?’…….’how cud this be?’……….so GUYS n GALS!! if u still had this kind of IGnoRANCE……please DO ME A FAVOR!! THROW IT OUT!!…..it’s not getting u anywhere!! trust me…..

this world can be dark and evil….anyone can do that lil evilness, n bring dat lil darkness to ya…yeah, ANYONE……

BUT THEN i CHOse….to believe every lil innocence, dat lil good and dat lil possiblity in everyone, dat still can make this world sumthing much more better n different…why lose the faith, rite?

i want my life to be as meaningful, as lifely, as happening, as valuable as it can be….i don’t wanna waste my life away!!…cz i know i’m not an idiot!! n i know i’m not perfect….so PEOPLE fill me UP!! =p

Ne-YO video

CHeck the dance out!!

Reading Nicole's blog....

now that i read her Thailand blog....

truely a travel guide!! i guess if Malaysia Tourism hires her to promote our country....

the business would BOOMing by no time!!

I WANNA GO THAILAND!!!

(ok.... make a note)

learn thai language now!!

OMG.....there's just too many cute food n stuff to buy in Bangkok!!! and PETS TOO!!!!

only can't smuggle back ......pity!!! so cheap la!!

some of the pix( scroll down guys n gals! )

OMG......so CUTE!!!

~~~ thAI TOILET ~~~~

Lady boy(like she said)(c'mon....sounds nicer i reckon....)


check them out....the LADYBOY SPICE GIRLS

night view from the bar......(if i c it by person, i will squeal i tel u!! OMG!!!)

cheese popcorn in Thailand

same to u...

pocky....i wonder why here doesnt have more choice?!!

I've tried this in Phuket!!....serioiusly...it's juicy n sweet!!

mini eggs!! cute!!

why???? this look so nice......eventhough it's just mango.....